Saturday, July 16, 2011

Will I ever find a guy?

I'm a Freshman in high school, and I've only ever had 3 boyfriends, but it seems like I won't ever find a lasting relationship with a guy. My first boyfriend was great-he gave me butterflies in my stomach the whole 3 months we were together, but then we broke up because he cheated on me in the summer. My second wasn't very special, only last a few weeks. And my third was pretty good, happy at first, but then we slowly started moving apart until our relationship completely died. A lot of the time I feel like I'm not really attractive unless I've got make-up on, but half the time I don't use it or barely put any on because I know it's not really me. I'm tired of being the boy-chaser, not only do I want someone to come to me and truly like me, but I want it to last and not screw it up. It probably sounds like I'm whining or something, but I'm not, I'm normally one to want a guy-I'm pretty independent, just can't get this off my mind. Do you think something will work out, someone will come along one day? Thanks for your opinions(;

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